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wow [19 Jun 2007|09:53am]
sophmore year is basically over.

my last entry was from end of 8th grade? i think.
it's soo amusing howw eveyrhting used to be. like wow looking back at the entries and reading about everything again it's amazing.
the drama. which was unnecessary. was really immature. or well not immature. but the way we handled it was really stupid. >.< 
everything is totally different now.  

back then everything was young and new.
now things are different. but we've experienced everything.

i still value my best friends.
my goodness. reading those entries where i write about the oabc's because they are amazingg friends made me remember all the really good times i had with them. and how much they had my back. they still do! well. a few. some are too busy with high school. ahahaha. 
things are different. but i still love them. because everytime we get together everything is pretty amazing and fun. ahahaha. 

my god. 
the stuff i used to write. about the drama. and the GUYS. 
al;sdkfj;alskdjf;alksdjlafdsj.
i wanna shoot myself for being so idiotic and stupid! i am sososososo stupid.  i can't believe i was like that.
someone should've slapped me.
ahahaha.
that's crazy. 

at least we all grow up and know things now. we know how to handle sutff. ahahaha.

9th grade was like reality. 
10th grade was amazing.

i loved ittt.
met amazing peopleee.
a new boyy who stole my hearttt =P
ahahah. good grades.
new friendss.
basically. everything was fantastic. with of course bad situations inbetween. but i wouldn't change any of it becuase it was amazing.

well 3rd period is gunna end now. adios. for now. =) <3
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to: Benita, Chikere, Crystal, Olyvia and Suzanne! [15 Jun 2005|09:02am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | graduation-vitamin C ]

i have the BESTEST friends everr and i love them oh soo much. i will miss you guys in hs!

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[25 May 2005|09:09am]
lalalalalala i'm bored. blah blha lbha nothing to do. Dylan took my computer and promised to do the agenda for crysatl in her t.a. class for the restt of the weeeekk. i'mmmm boooreeedddd. in the computer lab doing nothing. everybody's playing games. blahb alhba lbh aiighttsss. well this has soo many spelling errors ohhh welll. later pllayyeerrsss >3
6 never want to grow up.

[03 May 2005|05:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | For You I Will-Monica ]

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This is soo pathetic. but i can't help it! imisshim soo much =/. ah. rare once in a lifetime update.

clickie if you want to readddd. )

2 never want to grow up.

[23 Mar 2005|02:05pm]

lalalla soo here's the once in a lifetime update =) ahahahah about my last entry.......everything is perfectly fine now! =D ahahaha yup well thanks everyone for those encouraging words! ahah yup welll since eveyone is doing that survey thing....i thought i should do it. but i ahven't done one since i was on xanga a looooooooooooong time ago. ahah well here it is!

 

survey! )

7 never want to grow up.

[02 Mar 2005|08:10pm]
[ music | boulevard of broken dreams ]

last night...
...my heart stopped, because of all the sweet things you said
...my stomach had butterflies
...you made me feel like the happiest person ever
...i actually felt special
...i cried...cuz i knew we couldn't be together...and that you deserve someone better

today...
...i said no
...i said no because you can do a lot better and you deserve better
...i cried...cuz i knew i was right
...i cried....cuz i know you don't care...or you'll eventually won't care anymore
...i cried...cuz everything you said last night. was not true
...i cried...cuz i still <3 you...


omg omg omg...no one could ever be like you. but i know you could do a whole lot better and deserve better.

i &heart; you...nd i know you'll gett over it. 

6 never want to grow up.

[24 Feb 2005|08:38pm]
ladedadedadedadedadedadeda i dunno what to write...i'll update this later! just saying something for my txp, boon, baboon, foon, and all that jazz =) lol byee everyone <3 <3
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FOURTEEN baby =D [27 Jan 2005|04:42pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | happy birthday ]

 

FRIENDS ARE EVERYTHING <33 )

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[15 Jan 2005|09:25pm]

well coming back to school was alright...i guess something big happened. but i know no one wants to hear about that.  Friday was soo much fun! In science we had a sub and since my table was soo good we finished our work early.  We had like 20 minutes to do stuff and so i just sat next to Benita at the cpu looking at skating dresses. lol. but before when people didn't know to bring their workbook, and tyler was making fun of the people who used their yearbook "v.i.p." passes. his comments were soooooo funny. lol. welll the sub allowed us to take pictures soo we took a feww picturesss that i shall postttt =D

 

best friendss <33 )

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DEDICATED TO MY T-P [23 Dec 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | green day-american idiot ]

updating for crystal )

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WTF is wrong with me?!?!?! [09 Dec 2004|08:52pm]

happy/sad )

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just some pics from a while backkk [01 Dec 2004|07:13pm]

heyyy i just wanted to post pictures that i've never gotten around to do.... (srry suzanne i took your first picture for mi ffirst picture too! hope you don't mind..if you do i'll take it off!!)

picturess are memoriess <333 )

[30 Nov 2004|08:12pm]

What upsets me is that it's never going to happen..........=(

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I seriously need someone to let my anger out on! i need to talk to someone or else i'm just going to die! OMG but i feel like a hypocrit (sp) if i start talking to someone! ARGHHHH!!!!

 

 

srry =) okay i'm done....comment...don't comment...i'm not in the mood to care =) love ya'll!

10 never want to grow up.

[19 Nov 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

omg.......today was just not mi day.....but w/e

argh! i don't like ham and gravy..........at all!!!! it's sooooooo annoying! lol crystal =D ehehehehe

um........i need ppls phone # to put in mi cell cuz mi other one got washed in the washing machine...(stupid i know ahahaha)

.......i needa like stop all this shit..........

guys are gay asses.........

life sucks like hell........

ppl annoy the hell out of me..........

i wanna hurt something.......

once again.....srry but today is NOT mi day! laterrrr

-mandax3

o ya comment pleeassee i barely get any =(

*edit*

omg i'm bored.....well after that day i described i think it was friday?? well everything went smoothly after! ahahah and thanks everybody for the comments i'm soo lazy to reply! ahahahaha maybe i will soon. hmmmmm wellllll it's freezing cold right now.....and i want ice cream soooo baddd omg aahh imma go crazy if i don't get it soon.....ahahahah i'm weird rite now...argh........

ahh...i'm confused....i dunno.....ahaha okay forget i said that =D ahaha okay dokay byex3! o ya hope everbody ahd a good thanksgiving....i didd i liked the food....yummmm lately i've been verrrrrry hungry and eating ahahahahaha hmmmm darn one more day til school starts again =( okay well imma go now i think imma get ice cream ahaha byeeeeeeeeeee

-mandax3!!

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i dunno if dis is true but w/e! [07 Nov 2004|03:19pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hiii jus wanted to post this i got it from tyler who got it from molly =D i'll update this later!

you are mediumspringgreen
#00FA9A

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz
2 never want to grow up.

[01 Nov 2004|05:27pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | American Idiot-Green Day ]

NOTE INVITE )

4 never want to grow up.

[01 Nov 2004|04:58pm]

testing )

never want to grow up.

[29 Oct 2004|07:10pm]

HEY everybody! omg i cna't wait til tomorrow! it's Faith Baptists' Homecomin! yay i get to see everybody i've missed for like everrr!!! ahaha i get to see tracy, kimmy, shyang bor, lillian and blah! ahahaha can' t wait! i get a day off from nobelians......no offense ppls! i jus miss faith ahaha dunno why tho....welllllll i gotta go to dance soon! byeex3!!

-mandax3!

comment if you love me!

6 never want to grow up.

[18 Oct 2004|07:39pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | SuperFreak-Rick James i think ]

hiiiii i dunno why i'm updating...but i have time, because i finished my homeowork early =D.  Well today was a good day.  ahah I HOPE IT RAINS TOMORROW it never rains during the time of my P.E. =( hmmmmm

funny how today becomes yesterday...it's sad how memories can't be relived....sucks how you become older ever second of your life....LOL i'm sorry i'm not trying to be POETIC or w/e jus scrambled...ahaha...thoughts! =D

So now imma do a some shoutouts as you can say or w/e and just write for mi crystal cuz she's bored and wants to read something! eheheh first imma do mi 5 or 6 best friends (not in any particular ORDER) who i hang out with and then if you want to be added i will add you laters =D

Crystal: YO! you are soo pimp...you're just like too pimp for me sometimes...ahah you and suzanne! lol but then you spread your pimp love around. lol i just thought of that so don't ask! ahahahaha how's our pimp dictionary coming along? lol lol aahhh remember last year you ahd soo many problems...or WE did actually hahahaha but now no more! more happy happy joy joy! lol DO NOT ASK ahahahahahahahaha welll you're like the only person who understands mi jibberish which other ppl don't usually understand cuz like they think i don't make sense but then i do and crystal thinks i make sense so she's like the only person who thinks i make sense! DID I MAKE SENSE?? I DIDN'T HTINK SO BUT I BET CRYTAL DID!!!! ahahahahahaha i love you tramp.baboon.foon.foo.pimp.and all the other stuff we came up last year! ahaha you're the best! o btw did you notice your name is in your favorite color ^_~  (grrrrrrrrrrr) ehehhe

Suzanne: YO mi cousin!! mi favorite cousin! woot woot! you are like soo tight! omg best cousin ever! ahah you made my wonderful layout on mi livejournal, was there with me through mrs. morale's hard homework and ms. GUNDRY's bitching ahahah YOU WERE IN ALL OF MI CLASSES LAST YEAR AND I MISS THAT! omg ahahahaha i miss that =( *tear *sigh* i miss last year soo much! ahh you're such an overachiever, but you don't try to show your smartness off which is soo totally pimp of you. ahahah you're soo fab.u.lous that sometimes i ENVY you >.< grr  i love you so much! ahaha your name is in your favorite color too! woot woot ahaha i like saying that a lot ^-^ <i lvoe that face soo cute> ehehehehe remember last year..."HOW RUDE" and suzanne you're hair is like perfect all the time! lol

Chikere, Olyvia, and Benita i know you barely read mi lj but you guys are the best friends i can have you're the greatest! i love you guys !

Hannah: hannah! i dunno if you read this but i'll make a section for you even though we barely talk at school but that's okay cuz we're still best friends rite???!!! ahahahahhaaha you're soooooooooo.......different......lol i'm kidding! it's just i'm too azn i'm sorry! lol remember our "eep"days ahahaha andd the sleepovers and everythign! ahahah we were soo....hm.....immature?? or...weird??? ahahahahahaha lol AZN! -_- eheheh and you are 0_0 ahahahahhaahah lol excited O_O laughing ^-^ ahahahahahahaha lol i dunno if you get it but i bet you do! ahah you're the best love youx3!!!!

okay well i'm done for now! ahaha time for crystal to read my entry! but before i do i'm just gonna rite some thoughtS!

aaahhhhhhh i just have to say I LOVE THE RAIN! spinning in it letting the droplets hit your face and hair and getting wet running around is the funnest thing ever! i love the rain soooo much fun! ahahahaha i hope it rains tomorrow ^-^ ahhh i miss 7th grade and the summer...i wish i can go back =( okay well that's all for now!

until later, i'm Manda here at burntxp's Livejournal! ahahah always wanted to say that, but i dunno if i said it right but W/E byeex3!!!

 

-mandax3

8 never want to grow up.

[15 Oct 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

yo!! i jus wanna thank mi cousin, suzy anne, for making this o so wonderful lj!!!!!! ahahha i love it!! ahhh i never reallie wanna grow up cuz den you become old and blah! ahaha who reallie wants to be OLD i personally like mi life rite now =D well....never let the inner child get lost! ahahah cuz we all can't be serious all the time!!!! ahahah srry i'm having mi moments ahahahah okay well thanks again suzy anne! (dat rhymes woo hoo) okay well jus wanted to make a quick entry cuz i gotta go to sleep! nite!

-mandax3!!!

8 never want to grow up.

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